[Math] by Sara Kays 中譯歌詞

 

[Math] by Sara Kays

//Lyrics//

All of my teachers were right

我所有的老師都說得沒錯

I use math every day in my life

我每天生活裡都要用到數學

I add, subtract, divide

我加、我減、我除

And most of the time it makes me wanna die

而且大多數的時候，這些問題會讓我想死

'Cause the number below my feet

因為腳下的那個數字

And the number below my spine

還有脊椎下的那個數字

And the numbers on the menu are always too high

菜單上的數字總是高得離譜

So I don't know how low I have to go

所以我根本不知道要降到多低才夠

'Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home

因為我醒來在自己的身體裡，卻從沒覺得像個家

I feel like I'm in another person's house, I can't get out

我覺得自己像困在別人的房子裡，出不去

So I don't know how low I have to go

所以我真的不知道要降到多低才夠

I wanna rewire my mind

我想重新整理我的腦子

So I don't care if there's a space between my thighs

所以我不在乎大腿之間有沒有空隙

It keeps me up at night

這件事讓我徹夜難眠

To think I'll calculate until the day I die

想到自己可能會算到死的那一天

'Cause the number below my feet

因為腳下的那個數字

And the number below my spine

還有脊椎下的那個數字

And the numbers on the menu are always too high

菜單上的數字總是太高

So I don't know how low I have to go

所以我不知道自己得降到多低才行

'Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home

因為我醒來在自己的身體裡，卻從沒覺得像個家

I feel like I'm in another person's house, I can't get out

我覺得自己像待在別人的房子裡，出不去

So I don't know how low I have to go

所以我真的不知道要降到多低才夠

I don't know how low

我不知道要多低

All the numbers in my mind

我腦子裡的那些數字

Are set out to ruin my life

全都像是要毀掉我的人生

I don't wanna let them win, but they just might

我不想讓它們得逞，但它們可能會

And I know this is a problem

而我知道這真的是個問題

That I'm improperly solving

但我卻一直用錯方法在解決

When I say I'll just go lower one more time

當我對自己說「再降一次就好」的時候

So I don't know how low I have to go

所以我不知道要降到多低才行

'Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home

因為每天醒來在自己的身體裡，都不覺得像個家

I feel like I'm in another person's house, I can't get out

我覺得自己像被困在別人的房子裡，出不去

So I don't know how low I have to go

所以我真的不知道要降到多低才行

I don't know how low

我不知道要多低

No, I don't know how low I have to go

不，我真的不知道要降到多低才夠